Something about money

i havent been writing this blog for more than a year now. thought could be nice if i can use it again.

discussing about money issue with friends are always awkward and embrassing for me, however, what you're afraid of the most, it comes to you first.

i dont remember how i started to ask for money and borrowing money from friends for the first time, and how much pressure i left for myself for that.
money is a very sensitive issue for most of us. the attitude how we deal with it, usually represents the attitude how we treat love. this is what i read from one book.

i think i have big problems borrowing and asking for it. does it mean that i have the same prob when im dealing with intimate issues?
i dont know.

today we came to argue about saving for more chances of running business or spending for sense of security of living. i dont know.
for me, it's all about different priorities in our lives. and a lot of us apparently have different priorities.

when you are not running a business, you can avoid most of your problems in daily life. but when you are running one, then all the fear, insecurity, anxiety came to hit you.
and if you dont face it and fix it right away, it will cause loss.
time loss at first, and then energy, opportunity, and eventually money.

money is just a start. and then there will be more problems.

let's see what happens.