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I am sitting in the couch in the living room alone.

I am looking at the sky getting darker and darker bit by bit.

I am having my heavy reading materials on my hands.

I am having an unknown future waiting ahead.

I have a lot of chances. I do not have so many choices.

I listened to some pieces of music coming from my laptop from my room.

I miss you.

I feel lonely.

Where are you? What are you doing?
Are you smiling without any shadow in your heart?


I have kept thinking one sentence from one of my favorite female writers Zhang AiLing.

She says.
Life is just like a gorgeous gown, with lots of lice crawling on.

Indeed, isn't it?

We are all lonely.



Hope tomorrow can be a sunny day.